So Far So Good

Well the past few days haven't been the best BUT not because I have been eating bad or anything like that i have been eating really well. But I haven't been able to work out yet Monday after work I had to grocery shop and I got home and unloaded everything made dinner and my lunch and it was 9pm yuck I went to bed then yesterday my husbands mother was in the ER cuz she fell and hit her head but we were called at 4:30am Tuesday Morning to go to the ER then I had to work 9 hours then came home we went to get sushi cuz neither of us wanted to cook, so again no work out went to bed at like 8pm was soo tired but today is a new day and so far nothing stands in my way.

Last night I gave myself some incentive to do better, my friends sister, my friend too, is turning 21 in July we are going to Put in Bay(which is an island near us that is all party at night) for her birthday and we have this awesome hotel with a swim up bar and stuff!!! soooo last night I bought an outfit for one of our nights out that doesn't quite fit now normally I wear and XL in skirts and tops well I bought these in a L. I didn't want to waste money if I bought a small or medium and not get small enough because even when I was 150lbs-165lbs I was still in a L size so I didn't want to further disappoint myself. I can get them on but they are to tight and the belt on the skirt barley buckles soooo I think it is a small enough and yet big enough goal.

I want to lose weight the right way and not drop all 50lbs in 6 months(although it could be possible) but I want to be able to maintain this change in life and not set myself up for failure. But here is a picture of the outfit I bought sooo cute!!!! Sorry its a bit blurry but you get the idea.